I am very upset. I am upset that... Ok I will start from the beginning.
I dont really know how to play music, I just thought I can make it for fun and upload it on newgrounds.
But then I was getting very terrible comment about one of my songs which was only piano, so I removed it.
Then I thought I might remove all of my low rating music and create new music one day.
My remixes were removed because they had lower pitch, so now I don't know what to do.
I have only one song now and I am upset, I upset that the Audio Portal has high expectations
while I just make sounds using a program and uploading it as music! People rating my audios low and they don't even know I don't know what I am doing. That's sad, truly sad.
The only thing that's cause me to keep my Newgrounds account is my friend, who wants to make a cartoon series and to use in it my last audio. That makes me upset. All of this makes me upset.
NyanaCreation
i know that feeling. i didn't get low ratings on my art but i got no comments or someone was making judgements like why they didn't get on the portal but not them. it sucks and i know but you should ask the people what you can improve. don't let people put you down and don't give up music just for that reason. you just started out and that is okay inforuntally people are really harsh with those things and don't give advice but don't let it bring you down because people are not worth that. i know it is hard at first but try to put that negative emotion into learning energy. that is what i did. i tried to kick the negative feelings out and said to myself that i would show them how good i can become and i started to draw every day with the idea of becoming better. when i was little i was made fun off because i couldn't draw and everyone was better but when i grew older i got better and better and i started to feel better. of course alot of drawings i have on NG are not that good but it showed i could learn fast and i felt better because i knew i became better. i know you can do that to. i know it is hard at first but i am sure you will become better and better and blow people away you just need the spirit for it ^^ and i know you have that. you jus need to believe in yourself. just try to practise and enjoy what you do and lissen to advice and delete the comments that are just trash and have no meaning. anyway you can do this. i believe you can learn and become a whole of alot better ^^ justt try to believe in yourself and enjoy what you make okay ^^
EverythingYouWish
You know, I believe you can do everything you want, only if you want.
You are right, If I want to be a good musician, I will practice and then I will be good musician,
same as you did.
Thanks, it really helped me feel better.